Thursday, July 12, 2012

This World is Not Our Home


07/02/2012 
"Like a rose, trampled on the ground. You took the fall, and thought of me, Above all."

 Before I even left America for my trip to Uganda, my biggest prayer to the Lord was that He would have full power to break me inside and out of everything I am and change me according to His will and purpose. I had no earthly clue that He would answer my prayers in ways bigger than I could ever imagine. And I have yet to fully understand the magnitude of His faithfulness and love for me, but my eyes have seen and my ears have heard what He has spoken into my heart and I know I will never be the same. I am still reflecting on every little detail and truth that was revealed to me in the past two weeks. I am drained and exhausted physically and mentally. My body is weary and tired and all I want to do is rest in His arms. And it is difficult for me to put into words exactly what the Lord did in my life and so many others without leaving something out that is imperative to understanding how he truly answered my prayers. So in this time of reflection and discernment, I will gather up my strength to tell you one story that completely changed my heart and my life. This is Okia's story, the story of a lost sheep whom the shepard relentlessly searched for, and by His grace, the sheep was found.
   Upon arriving at the clinic for the first day of work, we were bombarded by children who followed us everywhere and giggled as we would greet them with a warm touch. Each child was different in spirit and form, but every single one of them smiled. Despite the many children who swarmed the clinic grounds, it was not difficult to notice the small boy who would leap into your arms and dance with so much joy and energy that you wondered if he ever grew tired. We met him on the very first day there, and without fail, he tugged on our hearts and left a mark in our lives that will forever remain a powerful memory and encouragement to follow the Lord's word, "Religion that God accepts as pure and faultless is this; to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world."~James 1: 27. To tell you everything about this little boy's spirit and heart, would not do justice enough unless one was blessed to be in his presence. I journaled while I was in Africa, every day. One journal entry in particular, I wrote when the Lord showed me His abounding love and mercy through the eyes of this child. That entry is in the next blog. May his story bring you as much grace, peace, and wisdom as it brought to my life. Many blessings to you all!

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