12/2009 "Untouchable like a distant diamond sky. I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why. I'm caught up in you, I'm caught up in you. Untouchable burning brighter than the sun, and when you're close I feel like coming undone."
These are the words that race through my mind every time I think of you. I don't know who you are yet, and as much as my heart longs to find you, if I found you too soon I wouldn't believe you were really real. So I'll wait. I'll wait for the day God brings you into my life. I'll wait for the day when I don't even have to think about it, I'll just know it's you. I believe there is a love that awakens the soul and keeps us reaching out for more. After all, we read about it in storybooks and hear every testimony of love that always seem to flicker a light of hope in our hearts that one day we will find the one that God has beautifully orchestrated us to be with. I imagine it's a feeling unlike any other we could possibly imagine, when we find that person. Someone who shares the same interests, shares all the sentimental moments and laughs with us, someone who thinks of you with the highest respect and love, someone who loves you so deeply because of the love for Christ you share together. I suppose that's why we go through heartbreak and suffering. With every tear we cry, I will smile, for I know that it will be one moment or one tear closer to finding you.
I am truly sorry for whoever he may be who decides he can be in love with me as well. I am not perfect, my soul is somewhat broken, and I will never function perfectly. But maybe when I finally meet you, I'll discover a love so powerful that God mends the broken heart inside, so that I may be perfect for you.
So as I sit here and watch the moon and the stars from my bedroom window, I will wait for the person who will one day watch the night sky beside me, and know that God is watching over us always. I know you are out there, I feel you every time I think of when we meet. I have faith. So until that day comes, I'll be waiting, and dancing with the Lord. I'll dream of you, and pray for you, knowing that Christ has placed a love in me for you that will be better than anything I could ever dream of. I know you will be there, I'll be waiting.
Yours truly,
Zandra
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